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[Aug. 11th, 2008|01:40 pm] |
I got my wisdom teeth pulled the other day & I am in so much pain. I want to eat real food so bad.
Im going to the movies tonight to see The Sisterhood of The Traveling Pants with my two favorite girls:)
I cant believe that summer is coming to an end already, how depressing.
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[Aug. 10th, 2008|08:04 pm] |
I come home, in the morning light. My mother says "When you gonna live your life right?". Oh mother dear were not the fortunate ones, and girls they wanna have fun. |
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[Jul. 13th, 2008|07:11 pm] |
Being home has been great, Ive really missed the island.
Ive been out in the water everyday since Ive been back & it feels great to be back in my element :)
Me and Dan went wakeboarding in the surf on Friday. We tied the tow rope to the back of his FJ, pulled each other and used the waves as wakes. ( such as ) |
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[Jun. 26th, 2008|02:02 pm] |
( AY YO Milk )
2:05 P.M. Vanessa is still sleeping. I on the other hand am sitting on the balcony drinking apple juice spying on my neighbors.
Things have been pretty swell. I am waiting on Dan to move. Rollersurfing alone isnt fun at all. Z-Boys are my heroes. Farewell! |
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[Jun. 5th, 2008|09:38 pm] |
"Heather Fitzgerald, you need to start wearing shoes child!"
-Mimi |
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[Feb. 18th, 2008|08:22 pm] |
So I went by the mall today. I went in a store for some pants, and came out with a job. Weeeird.
I have been absolutely overwelmed with school work. I have no time to myself.
Also, I have been cleaning..Alot!
I clean when theres something wrong, I havent quite figured out whats been bothering me..but there is something.
+ I have been thinking tremendously. I have gone through so much in the past three/four months. I have been at my lowest, I have been at my weakest state, I have let others defeat me.
As I look back, I am grateful. Indebted to those who hurt me, to those who brought me down and betrayed me. I thank you from the bottom of my ( heart. )
You have made me what I am. I am now careful with who I give my heart to, I am more alert, but most of all...I know what I want out of life, and I now know what I hope to instill in others: In acquaintances and close friends.
I'm not bitter anymore. My emotional scars are healing, and as each day passes, everything gets a little better.
++I be crushin' big time! |
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[Feb. 4th, 2008|06:53 pm] |
( Eist moran agus can beagan!
)
I got some news today &
It could end up being something terrible.
I go in for therapy treatment three times a week now: Cheers for me. |
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[Feb. 1st, 2008|10:37 pm] |
11:05 p.m.
So it's a Friday night..
I'm doing homework, eating a PB & J, drinking sunny D, and watching The Princess & The Goblin.
I believe I have reached a whole new level of lame. |
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[Jan. 30th, 2008|10:50 pm] |
Drained is all I have to say.
I went running today, honest! I need to get back into shape
I need to do something, anything to get my mind off this mess.
On another note: I feel like building a bon fire on the island, anyone?
( H:Bomb ) |
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[Jan. 29th, 2008|01:59 pm] |
I need to bathe my turtle, but for now..Homework.
babybabybabybabybabybabybabybaby <3 |
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[Jan. 27th, 2008|06:10 pm] |
( My buttercup, Slow down )
It takes alot to bring me up and barely anything to bring me down. I hope I dont stay this way for long.
Oh yes, I honestly think that my freckle count doubled. Yikes. |
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[Jan. 26th, 2008|11:40 pm] |
Hey, did you know that an ostrich's eye is bigger than its brain.
Interesting.
Plus. While i'm on the subject of birds, I'm scared of the Bird Flu. I admit it.
I'm sitting here drinking Sprite Zero out of a wine glass, watching the bubbles dance their way to the top and somehow they are dancing to the music I am listening too.
I have been writing alot lately, & by that I do mean alot.
I forgot how good it makes me feel. It helps me cope, escape reality..even for just a slight moment.
Writing makes me happy, a part of who I am.
While doing things early this afternoon, there were a few different times I felt my eyes water.
I'm unmotivated.
Last night I had a dream that I treated myself to a sea weed salad and red wine. It was 6:15 a.m. In my dream I had a pet beetle. His name remains unknown.
EDIT: god, I look like my mother. |
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[Jan. 22nd, 2008|11:03 pm] |
de·feat n. The act of defeating or state of being defeated.
( How about we run away to Hollywood & have our morals compromised? )
Yes; who ever it was succeeded. I give up...you win.
I have lost everything, everyone, and now I am starting to lose myself.
I have been left with noone.
I have so much to say tonight, but the words I am searching for are no where to be found.
Name: Heather
Location: stuck between a rock and a hard place.
I cant quite put my finger down on the moment that I became like this. I cant go on living, being so afraid of showing someone else my imperfections.
I need someone to care about me, not someone who pretends. Anyone, anyone out there?
Damn.
I dont know what I need anymore. All I do is cry, I feel my heart is past the point of no return.
I feel like my emotions effect everyone I talk to. My deepest apologies to anyone who I have saddened with my problems. I dont mean to, I just have no one.
-all this is from my heart...I have nothing to lose anymore. |
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[Jan. 20th, 2008|12:36 am] |
strong:
adj 1: having strength or power greater than average or expected.
and I try so hard to be strong. But I can no longer hold it in.
( In raw form )
Yes, I am still awake.
But I'm afraid I need sleep.Soon.
No longer can I take it anymore..I cannot wait to move out of this place. Home is officially no longer a sanctuary. It is a war zone.
:I went into battle today.....I lost.
My hero? The Brave Little Toaster
Secondly: I'm in pursuit of a wide angle fish eye lens.
It's time for me to find myself now.
I'm scared, because I don't know how.
He crumbled me. |
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[Jan. 15th, 2008|05:59 pm] |
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[Jan. 14th, 2008|10:52 pm] |
( I'll show you how to build your fences )
Today was rainy(ish) & cold. School starts on wednesday. I need to go get inspired, my creativity is running low.
I want to travel the world, live with no restrictions.
I want to let people in without being scared.
I know that I am the strongest girl one will ever come to meet, but I coward down to something so small at the thought of someone really seeing me. Why?
I dont have an answer.
:I keep hearing people say, "Vote for a change, vote for a change".
Why dont we Be the change? |
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